Sometimes....

Sometimes in life things happen that you wish you could have handled differenlty or you wish you would have said something different or if you could just have one "do-over" in life you know exactly which one it would be. I think we all know which event in time we would like to change or we hoped would have turned out a little bit better, but that is the uglieness of time, it keeps moving, it never stops and it sure as heck doesn't go backwards, that is why it is very important that you try to think before you speak and try to handle what you can in the best possible way that you can.

I am tired of looking back and going over certain sitauations in my mind wishing it would have happened differently and if I could just go back I would say this or I would do this. I don't apologize for being me, but I do wish at times people really understood who I was and why I was responding in a certain way or they knew me well enough to know why I was doing the things I was doing or saying the things I was saying, unfortuantely there are about 2-3 people in the whole world besides God that I actually feel comfortable enough to be my total self around, those are the people that I can let my guard down, that I can just breathe and I love that.

Not everyone is going to understand you, and not everyone is going to want to and that is something that you are going to have to accept and move on. What you will have to do is be around the people that do want to understand you and the people that love you for you, not the ones that make you feel bad for being you, or the ones that are "fair weather friends", they love ya when it's convienant for them and then they kind of brush you to the side.

Soon enough, if you haven't already, you will realize who is worth spending your time with, spending those precious moments that we only get a limited number of, and then you will be so happy that you found them. I hope you can all find those people in your life that love you for you and take you as you are......and the rest are just not worth it.

I bid you all a farewell till tomorrow!

Warm Regards,
Candace

Corn Chili Chowder
1 yellow onion, chopped
3-4 small red potatoes, chopped
2 can of organic chili beans
1 can of organic diced tomatoes
1/2 can of organic tomato sauce
Sea Salt (I use Celtic Sea Salt)
Pepper
Chili powder

Mix all together in a pot and cook on medium till hot and enjoy :D