Sometimes I think we let fear control our destinies, at some point or another we decide to let it become a part of us, to become something that we live with instead of something that we get rid of, it's like we wake up every morning greeting fear and asking it to join us for the afternoon.
There is nothing in my life that I hate more than the enemies or even my mind's ability to create such a fear in myself that it completely paralyzes me from something I was meant to conquer. I cannot pretend that fear does not have a stronghold in my life because it has, it has absolutely stifled me from certain things that were always meant to be mine and instead I gave them away to the idea that something "could" go wrong or something terrible "could" happen or "what-if" I didn't succeed or "what-if" I never made it or what about the simple fear that I could look back on my life in ten or twenty years and be in the exact same place as I am now.
Oh yes, fear is a very gripping substance that can leave you staggering through life always second-guessing your descisions and possibly not going through with something amazing because you are worried about the risk. There are a hundered different avenues in life that you can take..don't let fear be one of them.
You know what they always say "face your fears" and even though we have heard this a million times throughout our lives it is something that shows to be true, you must face the things you are most afraid of, you must look them in the eye and know that they have no power over you, they have nothing on you except for the fact that you keep letting them control you. This life will prove to be a struggle and you will go through things that are scary and heartbreaking and all you will want to do it give-in and hold up that white flag in surrender, but you mustn't, you must not let something as little as your fears hold you back from being the person you are, you cannot fully become yourself until you give up things you are clinging to and the fears that are holding you back and take the venture into your destiny unknown and really fight for what your deserve....the chance that you might actually change the world, you might actually change someone's life, you might become someone who knows exactly what they want and then actually gets it.
When you let go of all that crap you will finally understand what you are doing here and the light of day will have never felt to good and the very breath that you breathe will have never made you feel so alive, and you will actually start to understand how this whole life thing is suppose to go and what your part in it really is. If there was one thing that I could ask of you, it would be to never let anything get in the way of who you were meant to be, not who you are, not what you did, not what you plan on doing..but who you were meant to be.
I bid you all a farewell till tomorrow.
Warm Regards,
Candace
Puffed Rice
3-4 cups of puffed brown rice
1/4 cup of natural peanut butter
1/4 cup of agave nectar
Mix all ingredients together in a bowl till sticky then put in a pan and put in the fridge till cold and set, enjoy :D
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